 letter.11.22.2013 | 0Superstar (s)!
 hi you. yes, you who are reading this. i don't ask you to red this post if you don't want to because i don't care. clear? good. so, assalamualaikum fellas. i'm back with some stories? i don't know if i have any stories or what. i don't know what to update, actually. i'm so happy because neon lights music video is finally came out, last night. check it out here. i'm going to sabah next week an i don't even know i should feel excited or not. hahaha. this is for someone. remember what i wrote in your book. study hard and chase your dream. we want to chase our dreams together. so, you have to study. ignore what people around will say because it's all about your future. why do you have to be sad with what they said? they just want you to not study. there's some of tricks. i knew already. lol. it's okay if your exam's result is bad and try again next year ok!! ;) pls remember about your dreams not what people said.  and idk if i should write my story here. because i'm afraid they might read it. i don't care. is it cyber-bullying if they send hate thru facebook status or twitter? yes, right? so that's what i've been through. i'm so sad and still in trauma with it. i'm scared if i look anyone getting bullied or whatever. i'm totally scared eventho s/he is not me. i'll cry because i will remember my bad past. i hate people because of this. i hate everyone. sometimes i just feel want to run away from everything. diaorang malukan aku. walaupun pada mulanya bukan aku yang start dulu tapi diaorang masih salahkan aku and idky. maybe because they want to show yang diaorang hebat? sebab tu malukan orang, i guess. yes, diaorang maki aku dkt facebook. sebab diaorang tahu aku ckp buruk pasal diaorang. ops diaorang fitnah aku dulu. someone told me and i was like they are such a.... idk. then i started to tell everyone about how suck they were. they found out and i asked them why were they called me bad words and they don't want to admit it. i was so sad when someone who told me, she never wants to admit too because she was afraid to them. i cried. in front of my juniors. asked for apologize. they laughed. ok stop. i don't want to remember about it anymore. i was so sad, weak, scared. it goes to trauma until now. then because of my past i'm being so selfish. i don't care about what people said to me. i'm stupid, fugly and mores. someone hina aku dkt twitter for many times but i'm still here stay patient. sometimes, i aware i have no feelings and i let people judge and curse for what i've done. and now demi inspired me a lot like fckin a lot. i feel better. i always tell to myself to stay strong and smile to those haters out there because it'll make them being so mad and whtvr. i've been through a lot of everything. haters don't let me to be happy but guys i do deserve to be happy too. judging someone is wasting your time. i guess, there're lots of things to do instead of thinking about someone you hate and judge them. okay? stop hating (i'll remind to myself too). ok everyone be yourself, ignore the haters and stay strong. be amazing, trust who you are and what you stand for. that's all i guess. don't forget to check out demi's neon lights music video!!! ;D haha have a great day guys. assalamualaikum, take care bye and i love you guys :D |
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